Very needy Girl

December 28, 2010

I was almost asleep when the phone rang, the caller was not calling for me so I lay back down and melted into my pitiful sorrows. Tomorrow I take the bus and I am already hoping to sit by a sexy stranger? Where’s my head at, wine just makes me feel so needy…

lets play with feelings

2020 Emotional feelings. I am on the edge yet the edge extends as I ponder wether or not the experience is what I can handle. I can be both me and you, but I can feel even more of us in the trinity, I can experience more of you with emotion than with anything else. I have been tought to think, to analyze, to evaluate, judge, and decide. Such objective points along a path that just leads back to the starting point, over and over the cycle again and again and like a dog chasing his tail it is all a lost cause. We got it, we did it, we made it, we have it, yet we really have nothing more than another step in the same circle. Stop going, and just experience me, for even one minute for that minute might just be the greatest of all. I am not the object or the means or the path or the answer yet together we can experience what is you and what I am.

All is predicted, forecast, awaited in anxiety, as masses are thrust into lines of machine like behavior. Of course we are becoming machines but not by anything other than our own action or lack of experience in presence. To point the blame on others as if the victim was always the mascot of the media make for the best of distractions and emotional hooks that pull one further from reality. These weapons of the mind have obligated others to stand for there divided side and call to any who might join in the persecution of anyone outside their own divide, yet inside they know this is a house of cards and soon the true face of reality will be revealed, but not before the next curtain is thrown to cast a heavier shadow on the lost. Yes indeed Virtual Reality is the glittering purple dust that races through the magic wind and slips beneath your feet to help you fly faster to the fantasy of your desire. Wherever you end up is beyond the shadows and beyond the tangible earth you were given so be mindful and be strong its only what everyone can imagine.

All is fake and half is real but it’s the other half we dont yet understand

I am left to be the last one here, but not by accident I suppose, or by coincidence as some might see it. …It’s not that way at all, in fact there is no way, there is no place, there is no one, or nothing else, no extras, no chance, not a thing that we can’t agree upon. It is all agreements and that alone is just another reason why I was last to leave, because you and I agree I am here. The consequence of loosing this agreement is perhaps beyond you now, but soon enough with nobody else to witness the vacancy in your experience just may be filled. If only but a drop of purity in this always something, he did, she did, they did, they, that, there, because game you seem so at home in, were to illuminate your inner dwelling being, we might go beyond the illusions you are continually casting. Even the defensive stance you take as you know I am with you but cant see me yet is the illusion to yourself that somehow your container is held onto. The emptiness is half real but that is only because you agree to this concept,…or do you? You don’t see and you don’t say, you don’t know and seeing eye to eye seems so outdated. …so where do we go from here? she traced the rim of her very short skirt with her newly painted bright pink nails, slightly revealing the straps to her thigh high stockings. The reflection of the universe I guess? or are you not the one I was supposed to meet here?

Cow boy talk

The girl listens and then she wears that plaid shirt and jeans and its all mud and meat and warm yellow light in the barn house. Its not just fascinating its downright marvelous. Y’all don’t no how much of that back to basics good ole home loving I really crave along with making my tractor driving man a big stack of flap jack pancakes with home made butter and syrup from Auntie Kelly’s. Wow I can dream of being a princess with a huge closet of shoes and diamonds and fine vacations but I think in the end I would choose to be a real world cow girl if given the chance. Am I crazy to think that riding horses, the smell of leather, home made pies, and listening to the deep country voice of my imaginary cowboy are just as good as it gets?
Listen up y’all I am going to head out to the back side of Gill’s ranch and see if I can pick out a few trees to harvest for the making of a new supper table.
Jess, tell ma when you see her that I had to make a trip into town for some flour and sugar and I will be back by nightfall.
Get up ye little chillins its time to round up some fixins and a basket of biscuits for a trip to aunt Polly’s
When Hank finds out that Jon’s back from seeing the Sheriff he’ll be asking a lot of questions
Jessy left me this note and it says “cowgirls don’t whisper” I think she’s in a tussy again
All the ladies are heading down to the iron bar saloon but if Anita is there, well that’s gonna be trouble.
In the morning, … We Ride

Famous MoonChew Psychic Predictions For 2020

People are still stuck in 2018, this is a two year to three year trap cycle for those who are holding onto lower vibration energy

1. The Economy continues to grow with lots of political influences to help the gains. What President Trump is doing for the economy is making a difference with real positive results

2. Earthquakes and Volcanoes Strange Winter Weather both USA and around the globe

3. This is the year of the metal rat so we can expect some good times ahead for many people

4. Major food truths revealed, people have been kept from real nutrition for years, something shakes this hidden truth. Lots of hidden chemicals and bad ingredients like propylene glycol, sucralose, aspartame sulfates, nitrates and more. People embrace vegan vegetarian and healthy diets even more.

5. Lack of progress in Washington and within US policy as more scandals and elite powers struggle to maintain control of their objectives. Some relief for Trump as Democratic demons will be revealed true evil at its core. Lying stealing and all under the guise of democracy the sham falls apart as people realize how corrupt it has been

6. Big Foot evidence discovered that confirms other evidence yet no Bigfoot is captured. Lots of sightings shows and talk about this creature

8. Secret Gold transmutation process related to alchemy being used by the elite, trillions of dollars in the hands of corrupt forces

9. Canadian Real Estate market in Question Canada needs to attract new talent and revolutionize the industry of opportunity. Canada must not follow the USA into chaos

10. New social media related to audio or speech becomes popular

11. 2020-21 psychic ability is increased and quite common in younger generations. Its like they can see using technology we do not yet understand

12. “Pickles” becomes a slang word or Social media term with an alternative meaning? ” Pickles the savior”

13. Be good and generous to others as this can be of great benefit this year be happy go lucky and positive as much as possible

14. War comes to the worlds stage but is not acted upon, as divine or other forces cause a shift. Corrupt politician criminals play a role, the names Adam John and Nancy play a role

15. China buying property in many third world countries like never seen its a strategy for the empire

16. Cleaning robots become very common and very helpful in both residential and industrial applications. Some robots teaching others how to work

Grease and Dust

Do you know the smell of old oil and rust, grease and dust? The feeling of wet cold and dry heat all pressed into you at the same time. The sound of the city drifts away and I stayed there waiting for someone to come and talk to me but all that happened was the clouds went by faster and faster and then the scene changed. I could still smell that musty old smell of grease and dust but now I was in some type of a station and I could walk among the people but they could not see me. The words move xrp were written in numerous places and I remember this phrase

Peter Galastar Artist Review

I happen to know Peter well enough to have journeyed with him through the turbulent ups and downs of his music and artist experiences and he has always asked for my honest opinion. I have always believed in him and I think his recent work is a showcase of how gifted he really is! His brilliance in “The Owl” I loved, but it was not his personally favorite work and he has not promoted that thus far. I think Peter’s “Lizard Master” and “Beets for the streets” both showcase the diversity and styles of music he is capable of creating. His Independent pieces and “Big Girls Took Care Of Him” are also so contrasting and talented it makes you feel like you are listening to 3 or 4 different artist and vocalist. Just in case your wondering I am not one of the “Big Girls”! I am looking forward to his new work coming in 2012 and wish him success in whatever he does. Peter Galastar is a mecca of creative talent, wonderful abstract ideas, as an artist he is an absolute genius, just waiting to be tapped into, enjoyed and published in the right form !

Very needy Girl

Very Needy Girl

The Owl is a masterpiece

From the reckless free form shadows of stripped away emotion, to the raw seduction of your trance covered grasp. I cant help but follow the owl. Sometimes as artist we are left without taste as we awe at the creations that marvel in wonder. Dark yes, lonely yes, weird for sure, but worth the journey twice if not more

Road To A Better Life

Come on, wreathed and withered in time without missing a beat? I doubt it, you know you only want to tease and when the fist comes down you run because your a girl not a woman. Satisfaction isn’t always guaranteed. I need a lover not another head pounding whiner. I guess I should dance more…

Road To A Better Life

She doesn’t sell and she takes it all

Captain Moore

Moonchew

Month: December 2010

Very needy Girl

Archives

Luck Go For the 444

All is fake and half is real but it’s the other half we dont yet understand

Cow boy talk